19 June 2019

For Life.

In one cold morning, where everything didn't go the way she wants.
A short period of industrial training.
She was hoping for a job, instead of just sitting around and do nothing.
At all.
There's nothing to write in her report since there's nothing she can do.
No one ever gives her any job.
Any single job.
Any simple one.
The only one she relied on to get a job, was on leave.
She took a break.
For two days.
Hence, she did nothing for two days in a row.

Today, she went to work.
She saw a figure.
It was someone who gave her something to do, three days ago.
She quietly and patiently waiting for her to give something to do.
She needs to do something.
She needs any kind of work.
Just to fill in her daily report.
That's all she wrote.

18 August 2018

Hopeless love.

To someone I love,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY.
That's all she wrote.

10 August 2018

What is life is all about?

Here I am,
Sitting right in front of desk and
Thinking of what my future hold.
Have you ever wonder what is this life is all about?
We grow old, day by day.
We learn, we work,
Some is getting married,
And some is still in learning process,
Through the year, some people changed,
Some remain the same.
We appreciate those who stay,
We get rid of negative people,
Appreciate nature & enjoy them.

When I was younger, around 13 to 16 years old,
I failed to control my emotion.
I get mad easily when people get on my nerves.
I get sad whenever someone does bad things to me.

Now that I'm getting older,
I sometimes managed to overcome my emotion.
Sometimes, I don't even care of what people think of me.
They said I'm weird.
I heard this kind of 'compliment' since I was in high school.
I get used to it.
Sometimes, I love the fact that I'm weirder than others,
Although I don't know what they meant by weird.

I don't even know what I'm doing right now since I can't study. Haha.
So everyone, wish me luck and pray for my happiness too!



That's all she wrote.

09 August 2018

Thick and Thin.

There's so much happened through the year. Happy, sad, mad and everything.
I just couldn't remember everything.
How I wish I could turn back time.
Everything was so perfect until I met a few people.
I will update more if I have free time.
I just can't think straight right now.
Btw, there's someone that makes me happy.
Thanks for that.
I wish I could insert your photo here, but nah. Nanti orang lain yang berkenan hahaha.
Just kidding :)

That's all she wrote.

08 August 2018

I'm getting older.

I wrote this on Wednesday, 8th August 2018. This year I'm 21 and no longer 15 years old girl. I'm not a girl but not yet a woman. So I came back to this blog and I feel ashamed just by reading my old post during my school times. It was hilarious & stupid at the same time. I hate my spelling, I hate the words I used & everything. So rempit. Oh well, everybody has those days. 

But there's one thing that I love. Memories. They all safe in my heart, even not on this blog. Today, the blog name is Her name is NUR FARHANAH SALLEH. But soon, I'll change it to something nice. Maybe my own name? That's better isn't it? Without "Her name.." in the front. & also, I'll change the url as well. What the heck "Imstillstarving"??? I'm going to stop here for now. Let's see if some other time, I'll get back or nah. So, adeu!

My fav girls from diploma. 

That's all she wrote.




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